Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Old Blood? FEAR.

I had a SMIDGE of old brown blood this a.m. when I woke up. It was just in my underwear. None when I wiped & I've worn a panty liner ALL DAY and no more. What does this cause for me??

FEAR!!!!!! Fear of miscarriage, fear of a blighted ovum and much more.

It is now that I must trust in the Lord to protect my babies and not let the fear stay constant & not research anything on the internet (oops too late).

It is now that I must recite the scriptures I know over and over in my head.
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. Psalm 23:4

The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. Psalm 18:2

It is now that I must comfort myself knowing that God HAS BIG PLANS FOR THESE LITTLE ONES!

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11


  1. Oh my goodness. I can totally understand your fears. Trust in the LORD with all your heart... I am praying for you.

  2. YIKES! I'd be freaking too...Thank you Jesus that You are in control!

  3. Praying that all remains well and that your heart is comforted.

  4. Praying for you and your sweet babies!

  5. How are you doing now?? Praying for you!

  6. AHHH! I am so excited for you!!! CONGRATS!

    BTW, I had some spotting this time around and it was because there were 'multiple fetuses' causing a surge in horomones and a bit of spotting. So perhaps it could be the same for you!

    Praying for you and your precious baby/ies!